This blog used to have more fat bodies on it…
I no longer reblog as many pictures of fat people as I once did.
For a long time, exposing myself to lots and lots of images of hot, awesome fat people was an essential part of my self preservation, intrinsic to my recovery from fucked up body image.
I’m finding lately, that while that’s still really important, indulging in “too much” fatshion can make me hungry to spend money on clothes and stuff, and I begin to see myself in terms of, “if I just had a dress/shoes/shorts/bag/shirt like that, I’d smile like that too.”
So yeah, although the FA community and seeing bodies like mine looking beautiful is still really important to me, I’d rather fill my blog with kittens and crafts and funny junk than pictures of well-dressed people.